Jessica Lynn Smith.

Major life descison here!

Fri, 30 Apr 2010 18:10:06 -0400

I decided yesterday that I’m going life in Pittsburgh after I graduate from High School. I’ve never liked living around here, and personally, I think I’ll get along much better with my family when we’re not living in the same city. I can’t wait to go to college so I can get away from here. There are some people that I would really miss, yet there are some people that I could really do without. Either way, I’m going to be living in a city where I can be happy and peruse my dreams.

"Anyone can take something away from you. But there are three things someone can never take from you:..."

Wed, 31 Mar 2010 20:31:09 -0400

“Anyone can take something away from you. But there are three things someone can never take from you: your hope, your faith, and who you are.”

- Jessica Lynn Smith

Is it too much to ask for?

Wed, 31 Mar 2010 20:21:55 -0400

These days, it seems to be too much to ask for to find someone that loves you.

I have been searching for so long; at first, I thought I had found one. I was wrong. Is it too much to ask for a guy that loves me for who I am? Am I so unlovable? I don’t understand….is it something that I say? Is it something that I do? Or is it my face that pushes people away.

I know I’m not perfect, but I’m still trying.

I want a love like Romeo and Juliet, eternal.

I want a love like Catherine Barkley and Fredric Henry, dedicated.

I want a love like Bella and Edward, perfect.

Is it so hard to find a guy who wants that to, and will share it with me?