Is it too much to ask for?

These days, it seems to be too much to ask for to find someone that loves you.

I have been searching for so long; at first, I thought I had found one. I was wrong. Is it too much to ask for a guy that loves me for who I am? Am I so unlovable? I don’t understand….is it something that I say? Is it something that I do? Or is it my face that pushes people away.

I know I’m not perfect, but I’m still trying.

I want a love like Romeo and Juliet, eternal.

I want a love like Catherine Barkley and Fredric Henry, dedicated.

I want a love like Bella and Edward, perfect.

Is it so hard to find a guy who wants that to, and will share it with me?

03/31/10 at 8:21pm